Oh, where to begin?
12/29/2002
The family units are back at there homes, they landed safely but not on time. I had a nice afternoon with a great group of friends. A bunch of supportive friends, that what I needed today. Went to the Alamo to see El Mariachi.
It has been a difficult 8 days with family. Mom would not stop criticizing me all week, cleaning everything in the house (thanks), and generally would not leave me alone for 5 minuets. I couldn’t even take a shower with out being disturbed. I don’t think there is a dust bunny left in the house, not a speck of dust any ware. I didn’t know what to do when I found my mom had gone through my drawers. There was nothing that was left unturned, I guess she found my condoms, toys and guns. I don’t have the heart to look and see if what else has been gone through. I assume there is nothing left unturned.
I sat and cried before the movie, I just needed to release the emotional build up. I ate lots of comfort foods today; popcorn, root beer, chocolate, coffee and Sam ores. I sorted thru some more emotional baggage when I got home from the movie and was pouting again. I had a couple of calls from friends, they were concerned, they heard the stress in my voice growing as the week progressed. I am trying to see the good in all of this. I know I have a some really good friends, a supportive boss and a great dog. I wonder how much therapy Saba will need after the family visit? Me, I am just heading for a bubble bath.
